Friday, September 08, 2006
, 8:54 AM
its fri now. gues wad. i haven touch e hols hwrk at all! lols. its not like a holiday at all. mayb im e one wasting it. aft e ncoc camp, all extra lessons followed. to me, its even more tiring than sch days.
sort of missed e camp. at least u've got all things lined up for u. dun nid to open ur eyes and think: " wad am i goin to do today?" at home, i tend to either stone in front of e com or tv. sometyms nth went into my mind. i did nth to e comp but jus sat infront of it and stare. i dont noe wad to do. i noe abt e hwrk i hafta do. but my body doesnt respond to my brain. and i cont to stone there waiting for time to pass..
i regretted not going the bltc las yr. wasnt really willing to go ncoc dis yr initially. to be frank, til the morn of the first day of camp even when i left the hse. i regretted. im scared i cant get into the grp. esp on the briefing day. everybody seems to noe everyone. most of the ppl in our grp was in the same one las yr. to be honest, i went, really for the sake of caa pts. BUT. im glad to say, im really glad dat i went. even it was for e sake of pts at first, im proud i dint back out the las min. or else, i wont be able to noe dose ppl at all!
i liked the ppl in my grp. cos of tis camp, it changed my point of view for many things and ppl. i used to think bad of ytss. all of them. to be honest, i used to dislike dem. but den i realised. theres no definite. like cheryl and priscilla. dey made my mindset changed. on briefing day, rach told me, pris who was in her grp las yr was quite a nice person. den, i sort of felt an ease. cheryl, i onli gt to noe her better in camp. we crapped so much tgt. even aft break camp. and in fact bcame quite gd frens! lol. we both agreed to a fact. its really wierd for us to be able to tok liddat considering the fact dat we are frm "rival" schs. haha.. the ppl in our grp are really nice ppl. great to get to know dem. esp a particular grp. e bunch of us hu went movies. ppl like the guys, eileen, sophia, etc. i rmb. i found eileen v les initially. lols. dint really interacted much at first in camp. but shes quite a nice and crappy person aft interacting!
i rmb sth funny. its wad cheryl told me. she and pris was discussing abt dis on e breifing day.. they're thinking: " oshit, anderson's 1st, 2nd and 3rd man all in same grp as us. oshit!" lol. get wad i mean, we are rival schs! lol! but guess wad changed their view of me? its when i offered dem sweets on e briefing day! isnt it funny??! hah. i felt so lucky! not onli having a grp of nice ppl ard me, and also i dint hav dat outcast feeling which i tot i wld hav! mayb its thanks to rach ard me most of e tym. thanks!
i wish i wldnt forget all e happy moments. the camp, the hike, the dinner talk, the very first assenbly of the first day when i told denise to write the word "ice-mountain", the gathering right aft camp and many many more. i blogged all dis down so dat i wont forget. the las thing i want is a quarrel wif dese ppl ive mentioned for the zonal comp. lets have it totally on each capability. nomatter wad the results wld be, its not going to change anything much. isnt it?
